fluorescent adolescent

just being sentimental in the middle of preparing exams and being frustrated with life for a short moment. Then flashbacks.....being at this age, it's hard sometimes, struggling to get through silly thoughts and unpromising dreams. So many temptations around me, yet i cant stop them all. I am too greedy at times, never knowing what the consequences of those choices. Well, when the time i got hurt, then i only i knew. But, stubborn me, cool-headed me, strong pride in me, i rather get hurt than being regret. the best i ever had? the best i ever had? the best you ever had ? the best you ever had? are those memories and those dreams. ... . .not being a slag, it's my ultimate goal. perhaps i don't even know what the hell am i expressing right now, it's just a thought of my messy mind. Must spit some of them out so i could get some free space for my studies. get it out out out.
...alright, into artic monkeys lately, so possibly being a lil... ...messed-up