a talk with joni

so, i sat down, and paid full attention. We had some discussion about the conventional issue, life. What is life ? Wow, first time i really gave opinion about what life is. Joni just had that thoughtful eyes and haunting voice, so haunting that it gave me goosebumps all the time, so i was dragged away totally by what is she saying about.

Joni said:
"Last time cloud seems like row and floes of angel, ice cream castle in the air. But now it only blocked the sun and rain and snow on everyone. So many things can be done, but clouds got in the way.

Moons, Junes and Ferris wheels, the dancing way that you feel when fairy tales came real, love looked at that way. but now it just another show, leave them laughing when you go. It's love illusion i recall....

Tears and fears and feeling proud, dreams and schemes and circus crowds, I looked at life that way. But now old friends they are acting strange, they shaked their heads telling me that i've changed. Well, some thing's lost, some thing's gained, in living everyday.

i looked in clouds, love, and life in both sides now. From win and lose, but still some how. It's life illusion i recall, i really don;t know life, i really don't know life at all."
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okok, it's not hard to see that these phrases look so lyric-fied. Yea la, it's "both sides now" from JoniMitchell. Go hear it and LEARN it if you got time. This old woman sang so hauntingly till you'll feel like she's singing beside you (2000 version is more recommended, Joni was a teen singer in the 60's, that's why i call her "old woman"..)

it's quite philosophic, if we can see through her words. Well. lot things happen around me these days, learnt lot stuff as well, i am looking life exactly from both sides now, i think i am quite a stubborn, head-strong person in some way, no wonder always scolded by family, friends and hurt them.
To people who i love and love me, forgive me for what i've done and hurt you if i did (if i didn't, then still apology la..)

old woman, i salute you, Joniiii !!!

the law of attraction

viewers: Please try to press *#06# to secure your handset

finally all is done. Phone number retrieved, account activated, forms settled (except resource fee) and the best part is i did my very best to kick that thief ass.

Well, it's been a real coincidence, scary in fact...

2weeks ago, read an email talking about how to get our very own serial number of our phone. Each serial number of the phones you are using are actually unique and have a good purpose. Take down the serial number by pressing the *#06# on your phone and when it's lost or stolen, call your product manufacturer (be it nokia, SE, samsung watever la..), then report your serial number so that the operator will detact it and block the phone. so, the jackass thief curi pun tak dah guna!!



Read the email, though i did not press *06# to check out the serial number, luckily i kept my phone box and there is serial number on it. And today, just after two weeks, i was calling the sony centre reporting my stolen phone....what a coincidence.



So a...i was wondering, if i did not read the email and did not think of "what if my phone stolen and how would it sounds like when i called the operator ??"... Actually, the issue keep ringing in my ears reminding me to take down my serial number just in case. Well, procrastination, my habit, thought of it but did not really acted. Now good la, phone stolen no serial number, kicked my sorry arse when trully stolen..but found it on the phone box later la, feeling relieved.

goodbye my love...

perhaps, the law of attraction does exist......hmm...is the book trying to say [whatever you wish for, keep thinking of it and it will come true...]?? if it's true in someway, i hope i will meet someone like johnny depp in the future.



"johnny depp johnny depp johnny johnny depp johnny depp....." i am thinking. Come to me "depply"...(sound bit lust =P)

MY fault !!!!! I admit so stop nagging me

Ok, again, another time, same type of location, place where people take public transport, my handphone was stolen....at pekeliling bus station.

Arrgh !!! i hate phone thieves !!!! How i wished my phone is cursed and then whoever with bad intention try to own it will have their hands grew with fungus and then decompose and then rotten !!

Ok, it's my fault anyway, i put it in my pants' pocket. So, i myself being the conduct of crimes. But, criminals must not be forgiven ! I once had the though of calling until the thief pick up the phone, tell him the numebr is being traced and the police know where he is and he better hand me back phone or else police will catch him and the police is arround him somewhere spying him.

i am so pissed off !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want kick those meathead's ass !!!!!!!!!!!



arerrrrrr.........my photos....my songs.....................gone !!!!!

why simoyoungyoung....a childhood memory

WHY

it's a story, which should be started in a way like this: Once upon a time...........

A baby is born, a march beauty, given the name huiYing. (nice lei....!!).
So, everyday she lives her life with that beautiful name.

Untill one day( don't know when, i think is 4years old), when lightning strikes, a boy, a brother to me, nicknamed me "yang", an acronym to "ying". well, you know, chinese likes to give new pronounciation for the words. So a, my mom also start calling "ah yang".

Then, one day, the bro doubled it and called me "yang yang", acusing that i liked to scratch here and there. "Yang" = itchy in chinese. Of course, the name evolved even more, adding "yang yang" with a "small", turning it into "small yang yang". And again, the bro give the "small" a new pronounciation, "simo" = small.

And so, there comes [simo young young].......

final home

my goodness.. Just finish watching a documentary film

saying that our mighty star, THE SUN, will not be an eternal shining star. It's going to die in 5billion years of time. It gave me a shiver in my heart.....wondering how is it going to be without the sun.

But anyway, no worries. Guess my ashes is long gone by that time. Still, i need cherish every moment and meet inetersting people from all over the world ( don't you dare hide from me cause i will find you and befriend you no matter how!!! )

5billion years from now...5billion years.......stardust........but maybe we move to other planet during that time. who knows

impressed

wow !!

i think i've got a great picture for my blog, made some renovation to this page. I am driven to do something to my blog after seeing some nice blogs from my friends and family.

then, felt lil' bit left behind since people are able to have such good blog and i am stil blogging with the title "sit fit stick read" which i named it out from the idea "what was i doing now...??"".
BORING !!!! nay...i did have happy moments, i should share with friends, all the time, if i can and remember the time, ahahah !!! forgive me for my forgetfulness.

Hmm....i am launching something soon. As soon as i get approval and ideas from somebody.

well well well
good day & viva la vida

3000

3000. is it posssible ?? in a month ?

adidias quote: impossible is nothing

so, i shall, fight like a warrior!

money money home !!!!!!