melts

i am so damn sure this makes everyone's heart melt......

killing me softly - jealousy

well...this is a bad side of me, forgive me and i live with it - jealousy.

Jealous of nobody, but my sibling's partners..
Since young, i had this bad habit. I remember i first heard my brother having a girlfriend (i think i was only standard 1 or 2), that was his first, and i don't really like that first!
Then, last year my sis was in a relationship. And i don't like that either.
Now, my cousin sister has one, i am very jealous of that guy too !!!
So, after watching a drama call "coffee prince", there's a part that gave me a shocking truth why i felt that way...i am jealous of my sibling's partner because i maybe afraid of losing their attention.
I hate it but i have to admit it, they do become slightly ignorant when they first engaged in a relationship. However, that "jealousy" OF COURSE will fade away gradually (when i get used to it). You see, i am not trying to hold possess of my siblings forever, but that sudden worry did really gave me some slight shiver (i am oversensitive i think). I love them too much.....but they don't love me. I may sound childish but i think somehow in this world someone feel that same way too, sometimes.


here, i say a little prayer to them, to everyone : "may you live your life happily with no worries. Sing those melody along with boB Marley, don't worry, be happy.
to A hsU, a toast to your stpm and your battle !! you are fighting bravely and you are a strong fighter with a juejue !! "

with love,
khy.

awed by their 10m escapade

It's 9 in the morning, everybody is getting ready to start the day. Right before we left the house, my sister-in-law used a newspaper to shelter a quarter of the tortoise pot.



the above picture shows how the one-month-reared tortoises in my KL"s home. Their name are Eva and Wall-E.
As you can see, the table is 2feet high...

So, after class, i came back home at 5pm. When i lifted up the newspaper, Eva and Wall-e were nowhere to be seen. I searched, underneath the table and couch and chairs and beds, they were just not there.

So, by using the opened balcony glass door as a clue,i assumed that they were gone being the birds' snack.

So, time passed..everyone's home and i tell them the story. We were all astonished by their disappearance. Yet, we still doubted, could they be just climbing out from the pot. But how could it be ?? The pot itself is 1.5feet wide and 10cm high. But there are stones inside, in the middle of the pot. By "stoning" at the stones, we were guessing eva and wall-e could have been climbing out by standing on top of the stones and climbed out using the newspaper, and absailed from top of the table......well, just assumption. They are still yet to be found.

Around 8.45pm, Eva and Wall-e found in my brother's room. The red crossed "X" is their position from the beginning to the end of their escapade. Eva was found behind the door, Wall-e was found under the bed. The room and the pot are 10meters far. Why...?? why escape ??? So, our assumption were right, they did climbed out using the connection of stones and newspaper. But, we did not see it with our own eyes. Hope we see it. My SaoSao is putting the newspaper back to its position and see whether we can witness it with our own eyes again.



Wonder why they just want to explore my bro's room.....??

camp or friend?

shoot...when i saw pipo's birthday bash, bit down....how i wish i was there. Yet, i joined IW. Well, i think my friend join is right, birthday party can destress a person easily. Food, chat, present, everything so delighting. How i wish everyday is my friend's birthday, a reason for evryone to gather. A reason to celebrate everyday. But impossible ok?! Life's like a roller coaster,up and down, fast and slow, good things and bad things, all mixed up and rojak-ed. Haih...when's the next celebration lei ? christmas i think..o yea, and also deepavali. min!!!deepavali!!! lots curry to be served. yummy~ Well, cant deny it, i am just that kind of person who likes celebration and happening moments. Maybe, i am also stresses lately, keep thinking play play play. Shoot...lots to study. bye, bloggie!!

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diapers are not only for poops and shishi's

if only malaysia and other countries can also engage into greener methods for generating power. Well, since Malaysia always "boleh", why can we also "boleh" in greener industrialisation. However, surprisingly, as a developing country, we suppose to aim our country being advanced in industrialisation and enter a world particularly services provision (financial hub like UK, HK....). But then a, our beloved leaders are more fond in engaging to agri instead of the policy mentioned.....we are going backwards

if you have psp

Still remember, this year January during my first a-level exam, some bastard brought this game to my home. and i was totally addicted with it. Before studying, sure played like at least 2hours before i started my revision. After coming back from exam, play another 2hours. Showing you this trailer, you'll understand how addicted can you be after you play it. so happy to found the trailer, but the psp dah kasih balik olang....

The upper left and right use to control locoRocco. It don't move itself, it roll along with the gravity, so, if you press left, the land will be steeper to the left, then LocoRoco will roll to the left. If you press left and right together, it'll jumped !! (Easy...but you will face challenge on different landscapes).

it'll get bigger and bigger when LocoRoco found a new LocoRoco and merge with the new friend and get larger. (they give the feeling that they are jelly-like and with good elasticity).

So, when you press "X", it will separated Loco's itself. e.g. Let say LocoRoco 'eaten' 3 friends, and when you press "x", then you'll see lightning and feel vibration of psp, your "1" Loco will become "3".

So, when you want them to merge back, just press "O". Damn, the japs just got that infinite imagination.. aiya, see it yourself la....

a talk with joni

so, i sat down, and paid full attention. We had some discussion about the conventional issue, life. What is life ? Wow, first time i really gave opinion about what life is. Joni just had that thoughtful eyes and haunting voice, so haunting that it gave me goosebumps all the time, so i was dragged away totally by what is she saying about.

Joni said:
"Last time cloud seems like row and floes of angel, ice cream castle in the air. But now it only blocked the sun and rain and snow on everyone. So many things can be done, but clouds got in the way.

Moons, Junes and Ferris wheels, the dancing way that you feel when fairy tales came real, love looked at that way. but now it just another show, leave them laughing when you go. It's love illusion i recall....

Tears and fears and feeling proud, dreams and schemes and circus crowds, I looked at life that way. But now old friends they are acting strange, they shaked their heads telling me that i've changed. Well, some thing's lost, some thing's gained, in living everyday.

i looked in clouds, love, and life in both sides now. From win and lose, but still some how. It's life illusion i recall, i really don;t know life, i really don't know life at all."
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okok, it's not hard to see that these phrases look so lyric-fied. Yea la, it's "both sides now" from JoniMitchell. Go hear it and LEARN it if you got time. This old woman sang so hauntingly till you'll feel like she's singing beside you (2000 version is more recommended, Joni was a teen singer in the 60's, that's why i call her "old woman"..)

it's quite philosophic, if we can see through her words. Well. lot things happen around me these days, learnt lot stuff as well, i am looking life exactly from both sides now, i think i am quite a stubborn, head-strong person in some way, no wonder always scolded by family, friends and hurt them.
To people who i love and love me, forgive me for what i've done and hurt you if i did (if i didn't, then still apology la..)

old woman, i salute you, Joniiii !!!