killing me softly - jealousy

well...this is a bad side of me, forgive me and i live with it - jealousy.

Jealous of nobody, but my sibling's partners..
Since young, i had this bad habit. I remember i first heard my brother having a girlfriend (i think i was only standard 1 or 2), that was his first, and i don't really like that first!
Then, last year my sis was in a relationship. And i don't like that either.
Now, my cousin sister has one, i am very jealous of that guy too !!!
So, after watching a drama call "coffee prince", there's a part that gave me a shocking truth why i felt that way...i am jealous of my sibling's partner because i maybe afraid of losing their attention.
I hate it but i have to admit it, they do become slightly ignorant when they first engaged in a relationship. However, that "jealousy" OF COURSE will fade away gradually (when i get used to it). You see, i am not trying to hold possess of my siblings forever, but that sudden worry did really gave me some slight shiver (i am oversensitive i think). I love them too much.....but they don't love me. I may sound childish but i think somehow in this world someone feel that same way too, sometimes.


here, i say a little prayer to them, to everyone : "may you live your life happily with no worries. Sing those melody along with boB Marley, don't worry, be happy.
to A hsU, a toast to your stpm and your battle !! you are fighting bravely and you are a strong fighter with a juejue !! "

with love,
khy.

awed by their 10m escapade

It's 9 in the morning, everybody is getting ready to start the day. Right before we left the house, my sister-in-law used a newspaper to shelter a quarter of the tortoise pot.



the above picture shows how the one-month-reared tortoises in my KL"s home. Their name are Eva and Wall-E.
As you can see, the table is 2feet high...

So, after class, i came back home at 5pm. When i lifted up the newspaper, Eva and Wall-e were nowhere to be seen. I searched, underneath the table and couch and chairs and beds, they were just not there.

So, by using the opened balcony glass door as a clue,i assumed that they were gone being the birds' snack.

So, time passed..everyone's home and i tell them the story. We were all astonished by their disappearance. Yet, we still doubted, could they be just climbing out from the pot. But how could it be ?? The pot itself is 1.5feet wide and 10cm high. But there are stones inside, in the middle of the pot. By "stoning" at the stones, we were guessing eva and wall-e could have been climbing out by standing on top of the stones and climbed out using the newspaper, and absailed from top of the table......well, just assumption. They are still yet to be found.

Around 8.45pm, Eva and Wall-e found in my brother's room. The red crossed "X" is their position from the beginning to the end of their escapade. Eva was found behind the door, Wall-e was found under the bed. The room and the pot are 10meters far. Why...?? why escape ??? So, our assumption were right, they did climbed out using the connection of stones and newspaper. But, we did not see it with our own eyes. Hope we see it. My SaoSao is putting the newspaper back to its position and see whether we can witness it with our own eyes again.



Wonder why they just want to explore my bro's room.....??